Sense

heard that someone did enjoyed her 1st CR class yesterday. I'm so convinced that she, and even the whole batch, will be better dai'e than me later on. Keep istiqamah keh.

finally received my confirmation letter from HR. But, it may not change anything whatsoever.

Tahniah too to muddin and friends on the recent convo. These upcoming worlds is damn cruel, so face it like a man. Yet, never lose THAT ability of being a human being as bosses 'always' do.

"Tak yah, you takyah ganti mizie. Abeh, kalau mizie tak pi wedding tu, kawan dia tu takleh wedding ke?"

So i had to be at that surekeboh, and i did. the next few weeks, the very own abovementioned dialogue owner took some leave to attend his cousin's wedding. Seb baik benda ni aku tau lewat. Grr..

Off to surekecoh grand finale at bukit al-jalil tomorrow. Hope my Jumaat prayers will not be converted into Zuhur instead. Chow.

          Sedangkan janji bukanlah suatu yang pasti...

besDay

Demam tak baik lagi hukhuk

oh ya, hepi besday :)

to learn what it is to be in love and have that love returned..

PGL

Desperete times call for desperete measures. Tau tau demam le plak. Heh, lama dah kut tak sakit.  Seb baik smalam amik bookoff.

Harini, disebabkan takleh nak wat pape, aku layan PGL. Cam best gile jek cite tu nanti. Set dah lawa, costume gempak gilos. Jalan cerita nampak ok. Hope dubbing (masalah koman citer melayu), mutu lakonan ngan koreografi silat tak mencacatkan mood aku untuk menonton.

Layar berbelok belok
sauh dibongkar di tempat tenang
yang tinggal hati tak elok
yang pergi hati tak senang 

              bila sampai waktu, kita akan bersama...  (Tuah, 2004)

Chance

Ipoh. Tade ape yg menarik, melainkan aku perasan yg byk gilos kedai bridal kat town tu aje. Aku tanya org situ nape, derang cakap chinese mmg suka amik gambo2 bridal ni. Huh, ok.
 
Sorang lagi putera selamat dilahirkan 2 hari lepas. Tahniah my best friend bulan + wife my ex-skulmate semah. Jagala mamat sorang ni sebaik mungkin, moga dia mampu merubah dunia ni menjadi satu tempat yg lebih baik untuk didiami
 
Um, ape laie. Oh ya, aku perlu buat satu keputusan besar dalam week ni. And I’m so damn afraid of blowing it :(  Sbb mungkin takkan ada second chance. Kira mcm either Neo take the blue or the red pill la.
 
Second chance. Sometimes all somebody needs is a second chance. I think a lot of people out there knows just what i’m talking about. And you’re afraid of blowing it. We all are.
 
Tau cite pasal itik? Pernah dgr like a duck in a pond? On the surface everything looks calm. But beneath the water, those feet are churning a mile a minute. Itula aku. Be it as a test of life or a bala’ due to my ever-mounting sins.  

Remembering my feveret song. Bye. 

There’s another world inside of me that you may never see...

Miracle..

Sekian lama menyepi..
 
Quite big things, even a miracle, happenned. Part of me felt so happy, that i'd like to jump up to the sky, grab the stars and then perform sujud syukur afterwards. But, another part of me, i dunno, said somethin' else. It's really confusing. Dem..
 
Mungkin kata kata seorang sahabat, sedikit sebanyak memberi kesan. "bila pernah berada di langit teratas, tiba2 tercampak lama di kaki bukit.. terasa lelah nak memanjat balik ek".  Heh, betul tu. But it's not the reason why.  Ntah la, as i said.. confusing.
 
Congratulations to someone who's dreams will come true in this very near future. Jgn sombong lak pasni ;) And another congratulations to my friend who's engagement day tak lama laie. Wishing happiness till end of time.
 
Off to ipoh for another surekecoh in the next hour. Bye for now.  Oh ya, sorry to all my audience. U know why. 
   
Is this God's experiment
in which we have no say
in which we're given paradise
but only for a day..  

kurun

berkurun dah rasanya tak update. Terlalu banyak perkara yg mengganggu jiwa dan minda. Serba salah pun ada. Tunggulah ya bila segalanya reda walau buat seketika. Mungkin ini ujian dari DIA. Mengajak aku kembali menjadi hamba. Mengenal kembali erti diri yang hakiki. Tentang hidup dan kehidupan. Tentang pengharapan.

She deserves better. You’re a sinking ship brother. Don’t drag her too.