Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Sumpah Sampah

Ini puisi dalam masa yang sama
menjadi isi hati yang tumpah
di tepi-tepi jalan tanpa raya
di situ ada sasterawan tanpa negara

                                                         -Abdul Hadi Yusoff-

Bile la aku bleh nulis camnih. Pendek, tepat menikam. Dapat tulis cam puan HFF pun alhamdulillah dah. Mungkin aku tak cukup sensitip & peka lagi. Meminjam kata-kata SN A Samad Said, aku ni masih la "kurang rasa, kurang visi dan kurang reti" to be a writer.

Kang sensitip sangat kang susah lak. Adeh.

Friday, March 25, 2005

Centenary

Tak ada yg comment. Mungkin sbb tak ada yg baca speech tu. Sbb apa, mungkin sbb panjang. Bukan apa, there's something controversial in it that might spark-up few debates. Takpe la then.

Off to Kuala Kangsar plak. Encik kolek dah umoq 100 dah.

Ya Allah,
jadikanlah aku hamba-MU
yang selalu berdoa kepada-MU
dengan setulusnya
ketika dalam keadaan tenteram,
sebagaimana tulusnya doa
orang-orang yang terpaksa
kerana berada
dalam kesempitan

:: doa sayidina Ali Zainal Abidin (cicit Rasulullah s.a.w) ::

Tuesday, March 22, 2005

speech

Dear all,

Read these paragraphs word by word, and think. If possible, act. I don’t care if you complained it’s quite long, you just have to. Of course it’s open for your precious comments/critics. Try to note all the ironies too.

                                        Science for Humanity
……….

There was a time when the Europeans were suspicious of science and were prepared to put death the scientists whose theories seemed to challenge religious beliefs regarding life and its origins, the sun, the moon and the stars, and everything that surrounds humanity.

Now science is so completely accepted by them that the ethnic European scientists have become arrogant, believing that there is no limit to what they can do, which their people would not approve. They even believe there is no more need to go through the process of conception and birth in order to beget another living creature. They can clone replicas from tissues, determine their characters, propagating what they believe is good and eliminating what is bad. In other words they would do better than god, or what they prefer to call nature. They would in fact be playing god.

We need science and scientists. But we do not need intellectual arrogance to the point where there no longer is respect for anything except the supremacy of science.
……….

I pointed at the beginning that the Europeans initially feared science. They believed it would undermine their faith in their religion, Christianity. The same fear assailed the Muslims two or three centuries after the Europeans overcame their fears.
As we all know Muslims espoused science soon after the coming of the religion. The early Muslims took the word “iqra’” literally. They believed they should read and to read must result in the acquisition of knowledge. And so the Muslim scholars researched and expanded on the early scientific works of the Greeks, the Indians and the Chinese. I will not mention the names of the Muslim scientists who contributed much to the sciences- as you all know them.

Then suddenly they ceased to study science. Why? It was because the learned ones, the ulamas, the interpreters of Islam who know nothing of science, decided that “iqra’” meant studying religion only. Only those who study religion, those who were like the ulamas would gain merit in the afterworld, who should be respected, looked up to, and accepted as leaders in the world.

Science was proscribed and regarded as irrelevant to Islam. The study of science stopped abruptly.

Where before the Europeans looked to the Muslims for knowledge, after the teaching of the ulamas, the Muslims became illiterate in science. And they became incapable of keeping up with the Europeans who had learnt from them, literally their own pupils. They were not able to participate in the industrial revolution. And eventually they became dependant on the Europeans for science and the products of science.
……….

The Europeans feared science at first. But they overcame this fear to the point of regarding it as a religion to replace their religion. The Muslims should also overcome the fear of science but they should never forsake their religion. Science should really strengthen their faith in Islam, for they must know that the achievements of science are only possible if god, Allah, wills it.

Muslims must show the way by which science could be used for the good of mankind, not for its destruction. We must put back religion into science, give it a human face, stop the world from going over the brink of its destruction through science.

Can we do this? Some say that Muslims cannot even catch up with the ethnic Europeans in science, much less lead them. But why cannot we? Is it because Allah has endowed us with less brain than the Europeans? Certainly not. We were better scientists that the Europeans during the golden age of Muslim civilization.

Even today hundreds of thousands of Muslim scientists are contributing in scientific knowledge, are researching, are involved in leading edge technologies. But they are not doing this in Muslim countries. They are doing this in non-Muslim countries.

They are contributing to scientific advancement of countries which often are hostile to Muslims, which regard Muslims as terrorists, incapable of governing their countries etc. They are in these countries because Muslim countries are hostile, or at least inhospitable towards them. And so practically all the prominent Muslim scientists live and work in non-Muslim countries.

If we are really interested in science, including science for humanity, we have the intellectual capacity to do so. And we are rich enough to do so.
……….

Three-quarters of the Muslims live in abject poverty, without adequate food, without access to modern medicine, without the simple amenities that many of us take for granted. And one-fourth of Muslims wallow in wealth, living in palaces, dining tables weighed down with food that will mostly go to waste, owning luxury cars, yachts and aeroplanes, with wives encased in gold and diamonds even though they are hidden form public eyes.
……….

If only a fraction of what the rich among us spend on luxuries is diverted to scientific research to serve humanity, there would not be so many starving people in the world, so many Muslims living only slightly better than animals.
……….

All that is needed is the will. The capacities are already there.
……….

Perhaps devising ways of using science for humanity should be a Muslim initiative. If we do that we may regain our good reputation and honour. We can decide.


Excerpts from speech by Tun Mahathir Mohamad @ 14th Conf. of Islamic Academic Science, 21st March 2005, Kuala Lumpur.

Thursday, March 17, 2005

anonymous

kata orang tua
takkan lari gunung dikejar, hilang kabus,
nampaklah ia.
Sekepal jadi gunung, setitik jadi laut.
langkah dan terus melangkah

tidak ada pilihan lain. Walau hidup kini dalam keadaan sukar. Bukankah bila laluan menjadi sukar, yang sukar boleh dilalui?

Mungkin, akan ada harapan tidak terlaksana, tapi bukan bermakna kita perlu menguburkan semuanya. Pilihlah untuk mengambil sedikit dari rahmat yang besar. Jika jatuh sekalipun, kita redha dan berusaha lagi, kerna rezeki kita tetap ada.

ini
ujian atas nikmat atau
bala kerna dosa
kita tidak mengerti
kerna hanya DIA selayaknya menghukum dan
mengurnia

dugaan sering menghambat perbuatan yang baik. Kelak akan tibanya kelapangan sesudah kesempitan.

Oh ya, percaya dan yakinlah

Monday, March 14, 2005

Dengarkan ya soalan kanda

Di Tanjung Katung airnya biru
Di situ tempat mencuci mata
Duduk sekampung lagikan rindu
Inikan pula jauh di mata

            Hasrat nak beli dulang bertepi
            barulah molek untuk hidangan
            hajat nak cari yang sama sehati
            barulah molek makan sepinggan

ewah.. tapi, mana soalannya?

(1st pantun taken from a newspaper mana tah lupe dah, and another one was a siti's lyric). Ada lagi satu, mana tah aku salin, ilang dah.

Gila pantun pulak dah aku nih..

Oh ya, congrates Hire & Hani atas kelahiran Muhammad Akmal Mokhire Azmani dengan selamatnya, and Azraie & Azrina whom just married dengan selamatnya juge.

Thursday, March 10, 2005

bengkak







    kepalaku yang telah lama
    bengkak oleh kenangan

    al-Fatihah

Monday, March 07, 2005

Bengis

kalau ku ikutkan bengisku...

Friday, March 04, 2005

Sirah

Aku sering jatuh cinta dgn lagu ttg sirah.Nape? Sbb ia bukan hanya sekadar lagu dan lirik. Ia pengucapan sebuah kisah benar ttg insan yang terdahulu dari kita, termasuk Nabi. Dan sirah datang bukan hanya sebagai cerita. Pengajaran yg terselit di dalamnya mahu menjadikan kita makhluq yang berfikir.

Dgr saja Sumaiyyah (Hijjaz) , Ashabul Kahfi, Nabi Anak Yatim & Ababil (Raihan) , Halimatus Saadiah, Siti Khadijah & Rabiatul Adawiyah (In-Team), Uhud & Saifullah (Brothers), Luqmanul Hakim (Mestica), Cari Pasangan & Handzalah (Rabbani) & Ainul Mardhiah (UNIC), semuanya datang dgn idea and wahdah plg kreatif untuk mengkisahkan lagenda yang perlu diceritakan buat pedoman.

Hayati...

Kakimu melangkah lesu menuju ke jalan pulang
kecewa kerana gagal mendapat bayi hartawan
namun apakah yang akan kau beri sebagai jawapan
jika ditanya mengapa kau gagal mendapatkannya

tiba tiba senyum si yatim itu menyapa
tertugah deria ibu yang bersendi di jiwa

ya Muhammad itu tanpa upah berganda
namun hatimu rela bukan kerana harta

Halimatus Saadiah engkau ibu yang bertuah
kau wanita penerima barakah
dari desa pedalaman daerah di pinggiran
kau menyusui insan pilihan

kau pangku dia dan berubahlah segalanya

badan yang terasa lesu kini bertenaga
susu yang sedikit itu bertambah dengan segera
peliharaan ternakan membiak subur berganda

Halimatus Saadiah kau ibu barakah
engkau pemula muqaddimah yang indah
episod awal sirah nabi junjungan mulia
kau ibu susu yang bertuah

pada sejarahmu terukir kenyataan
tidakkan miskin jika membela Islam
tika hina melimpah kebenaran yang mulia
jangan takut jika kau beriman


                                                                         ::In-Team::

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

Sepet

isnin haritu aku cuti. Patutnya weekend tu turun s'ban main social cricket vs. cekgu2 coach yg pernah latih team kitorang dulu. Alih-alih kensel. Sian alan turun all the way from perak yg tak dapat info.

So aku ngan amir decided pi buat kredit kard (yep.. the devil) Bank Islam. Interest kureng sket. Pastu tatau nak wat ape, terpaksala menyepetkan mata :)

Sebagai pencinta seni, aku berdiri tepuk tgn. Sebagai pencinta Islam, bengang byk sgt adegan berkemban. Bak kata kwn mak aku, "..skit skit kemban, skit skit berkemban". Mmg pun. and those scenes were not THAT important. Mungkin Yasmin Ahmad cuba menjadi seorang yg jujur. Tapi ini bukan jujur yang jujur bagi aku.

Tu jek, other than that, it deserves a standing ovation, like what amir and I did after the movie. Simple yet rich, cinematography art at it's best (at least for malay movie, though editing LPF cam amatur gile), damn good storyline, and a couple of good actors and actress, including the ever greatest Adibah Nor and Ida Nerina.

Citer panjang pun tak guna. If you watch it, apart the berkemban sceneS, it's worth every penny spent. Enjoy.

"..bukan semua lelaki cina penipu, and bukan semua lelaki Melayu pemalas" ~Jason~